I NEED A DETOX

February 6th, 2019

(Wednesday)

Dear Diary,

Well, well... I finally took a step back to realize that I wasn't respecting myself at all.

When I talk about myself here, I really want to distinguish my Body and my Soul.

Today I want to focus on my Body. I don't respect it at all.

I am not taking care enough of it: hair/skin care, waxing...

I am a super hairy person, it is so hard to take care of my hairs.

Actually I don't wax, It is too painful, I only wax my chin and my upper lip so I don't have the same beard and same moustache that my dad has. But for the rest of my body I'm using razors, and when I say the rest of my body I literally mean the rest of my entire body lol.

When it comes to my hair... Well it is a long story.

I often say my room is the reflection of my state of mind. Well my hair too... When I was younger, I had a lot of emotions to deal with (it is still the case today but I'm kind of used to it and have less and less hope, just kidding.. not kidding), I was always changing my hair style, shaved on the side, poorly cut fringe. I used to dye my hair, red, black, blond (never succeed btw it turned ginger) and change my look. But now that I'm grown and lazier, I only cut them which turned to be a huge mistake because now I look way older and less pretty.

I am not protecting my body enough: letting people access to my body too easily if you know what I mean.

I am not supporting it: make jokes about it.

I am trying though... I signed up at the gym (but I'm too busy or too tired to go);

I did healthy shopping but I never cook, I cooked one day and that is all.

I'm in lack of motivation I guess...

Ciao.