All eyes on me

January 29th, 2019

(tuesday)

Dear Diary,

Setting goals is taking more time that I've planned. I had a busy week: got my phone stolen, met 3 men in REAL LIFE and not on Tinder! I've been busy on the weekend too, doing crazy stuff, like teenage rebellion haha.. so I couldn't write and finish the process.

BUT ! I finally decided to be beautiful. I was already in a good mood, I needed to feel beautiful to keep the positive vibes surrounding me. So I did my nails, I straighted my hair, got a tan and did an eyelash care.

And from there I've decided that I was pretty.

It is impressive how your selfconfidence levels up when you take care of yourself, and when you feel pretty !

And it shows how the look you have on yourself affects your state of mind, and influences the way people look at you. Just like the movie "I feel pretty". One of my favorite movie !

Let's talk about my meetings in real life !

Last thursday, I got my phone stolen, and I don't know if it's a kind of Karma, you know when something bad happens to you but the universe sends you something good to make the balance.

I met a super huge/cute/athletic/softlips/African man, on my way home. I was waiting for an elevator to reach the metro and he was already standing there. He made a gentle sign to let me in first and he started to talk to me. I will tell the details in another section of the website.

But I wasn't shy, I wasn't feeling low. I was glowing and enjoying to be attractive.

The guy was already arrived at his place but he wanted to go with me at the metro, to escort me. He took my instagram and offered me to give me a SIM card (he did the next day).

The second guy, last friday, was the owner of my friend's favorite bar. We were sitting outside and while I was getting drunk, laughing with my friend, I was feeling his eyes on me from the inside of the bar.. Sometimes they were crossing mines. I was hungy so I got in, with the menu in my hands, looking for something to eat when he came to me. He started to sweet-talk me, I couldn't help but answer back. Just like the other story I will tell the details in another section of the website.

To make a plan grow and look splendide you have to water it. Our confidence is just like a plant. You have to nourish your confidence with compliments and by taking care of yourself !

Besides the men tha I've met, even when I was walking on the streets, I was feeling eyes on me, I even exchanged looks with men, I even flirted and joked with stranger men.

It's all about attitude, feel pretty, feel condident, feel alive, feel as an individual among other individuals.

Küsse !